My posts are like buses at the moment… you know the rest of the cliché.
The featured image was from tonight – One of my favourites for a long while. The sun setting viewed from Hopton, Nesscliffe.
For my future reference, I really felt like drinking last night, and also tonight too. I went to see my friend Rob in Bradford last night. Although it had been planned for several weeks, during that period there has been unforeseen circumstances some to light depicted by some bad news in my life and I am not coping very well with it.
Jack Daniels was so appealing to me during the last 24-hours. The most I had was 2 minuscule sips but I could of easily had a lot more. This just shows how strong I am sometimes. I’ve worked hard to be T-Total at the toughest of times – If I can stay off it now and I can stay off it for anything.
It’s not been the easiest past 1-2 months for me personally and others around me to. I have struggled to come to terms with things, especially my own decisions and reasons for my actions which I just can’t explain.
How do you come to terms with losing something that has been a part of you for such a long time?
A lot of people reading this will probably say that this is life, shit happens, blah blah blah…
But that’s for a normal mind. I can’t seem to comprehend these scenarios and I struggle with the stressful times in life. Especially sad moments.
Failure to see beyond a bad time in your life can often be one of the minds’ greatest downfalls. The ability to see into the future when we already know it will be ok.
Everything is repairable.
Everything is replaceable.
Everything can be recovered from.
All metaphorically speaking, naturally.